How long can a person lasts without food?

I haven't been eating since last sat, great achievement ya...
Lets see how long I can go on without food.

Went out with my yr 1 classmates last nite. We talked alot and had lotsa fun.
Just realised that they are all earning much more than me, haiz...

I miss muffin....

Things took a turn for the worst.

Was talking to daniel san about our after-work activities. Seems that he's going back to school later for his own revision with his friends. Talking about schools juz brings back memories(we were from the same poly), I miss my poly days. I really do. I have got this sudden urge to go back to school one of these days and juz roam around the premises. For what? No particular reasons, just feel like doing so.

I miss my poly friends.
I miss going to the macdonalds opposite my school.
I miss those after school shopping trips.
I miss those lectures and tutorials.
I miss rushing for projects.
I miss being a student.
I miss my school.

If I can, I would like to turn back time and be a student again, just for a few days would be good enough.

Juz browse thru Mr Brown's blog www.mrbrown.com. Was really touched by his entry on Valentine's Day. It ended with this:

To my wife: "Thanks for being my stead all these years, and saying yes twice." -your stead and husband, me

How many of us are able to do that? Saying yes to that same person TWICE?
It will be the best thing(apart from having millions and billions of $$$) that can happen to me if I can say YES to him twice. Wouldn't that be good, you can to spent the rest of your life with your partner? Yeah.

I'm neither here nor there, guess I brought it upon myself.

Can feelings be cultivated?
If so, how do you do it?
How do you assure yourself that the person you are dating is the one for you?
How do you numb yourself when images of that person who you do not wanna remember suddenly pops up?
How do you convince yourself that you have successfully shut him out from your system?

care bears

care bears
Originally uploaded by gingercat.

Happy V Day and 24th Birthday!

To my friends: Thank You!

I had a great time last nite... Weets.
Dinner was good. My gang ordered yu sheng as well, hohoho lets be blessed with good luck all year round! *Huat arh*

May those in love be forver in love,
May those who are still studying get excellent results.
May those who are working get promoted, get another job with a higher salary,
May those who are still single find their special someone in 2005.
May all strike toto, 4D, gao max *tai* zi mo in every mahjong game and
May all dreams come true and lastly, May all in good health!

Life ain't going the way I want it to be.

I'm once again at the crossroad whereby I have the choice to dump all my memories of him or to keep it and torment myself with all of it over and over.

I once told a friend some stuff.

I said, " I would rather be with the only guy I dated in my life than to venture out for other greener pastures."

"If you wait patiently, good things will surely come your way. So fret not my dear friends who are single and unattached."

Personally I feel that memories exist only to remind one of painful experiences. Best forgotten and not kept.

Happy Lunar New Year 2005! Gong Xi Fatt Cai!

Have been staying at home since Wednesday, except for visiting my relatives I practically slacked at home.

I finally got the answer from him. Sad.
Whatever since there's nothing much I can do about it.

Logging off...

This is one of my favourite song... Brings back lotsa memories.
It's like me asking him how long will he still want me to want him.
Does he still want me back by his side?
I know what's the answer. I know what he will reply. I ought to know.

"Lea"

Here's to the few. Who fared - my love
Only for you-I cared-my love
I've given it hope, and I know it's only you
Encased in silence

Here's to the you-who saved-my love
Only to you-I gave-my love
I've given it thought, and it's not all that appears

Lea, how long will you still want me to want you
In and around you
Lea-my concertina
Will you still want me to want you

Here's to the you-who dared-my love
Only with you-I shared-my love
I've given it though, and it's not all that appears
So I'm asking

Lea, how long will you still want me to want you
In and around you
Lea-my concertina
Will you still want me to want you

Who cares-what the cynics say
I care-if only you're on your way
Lea-don't let the same be true

Lea-do you still want me to want you

Have you ever made a decision on some stuff and realised you made a mistake?

Quoted by Ting:
The worst case is when you finally decided but then realised that the decision is void and you are back to square one.

So what do you considered as a bad decision?
Do we regret?
How do we rectify it? Or are we not able to rectify it?

By the way, my boss decided to tender her resignation. Haiz... Decisions again.

There are many occasions whereby I regretted the decision I made thus resulting in many missed/lost opportunities.

Life is about making decisions, isn't it?
Life is about making the Right choices?
Life is about getting headaches while making decisions?

It's Friday! Yeah....

Feeling rather low these 2 days since I got back from the beach. Suddenly things aren't the same anymore and lotsa questions are popping up in my mind. I don't how to answer those questions and solve all the problems. It seems that there's nothing I can do abt it. Nothing, zero.

Maybe it's back to my same theory again, "It doesn't matters, no point asking."

I actually talk to him on sunday nite. Same thing, same conclusion over and over again.
I kinda miss him.
It's just so me and I hate it.

My life ain't going anywhere...
I have got a job that pay me peanuts and my job scope has somehow made me lose my drive and motivation to reach out to my goals. I hate it. Why? Because I can't even set my goals and objectives, I find myself lagging behind. I hate this kinda of feeling.