We are finally together... We decided to chuck everything aside and juz move on with our lives, together... It feels great to be with him, no mind games, no pretense and no fake smile on my face...
喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信找不到有比你更好的人
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Friday, October 07, 2005
Thank You!
I wanna say a big thank you to a few people -
JW: For showering me with your love, I know you tried your best and I really appreciate it. For changing me into a independant lady!
AK: For showing me what is a guy's mentality in a game call "Relationship".
AC: For showing me that money ain't everything.
JO: It's because of you that I have such a wonderful memory of my secondary school life.
SO: For tolerating all my nonsense. For teaching me the real meaning of GULITY.
Because of you guys, I learnt alot of things. Thanks for giving me such a valuable lesson.
JW: For showering me with your love, I know you tried your best and I really appreciate it. For changing me into a independant lady!
AK: For showing me what is a guy's mentality in a game call "Relationship".
AC: For showing me that money ain't everything.
JO: It's because of you that I have such a wonderful memory of my secondary school life.
SO: For tolerating all my nonsense. For teaching me the real meaning of GULITY.
Because of you guys, I learnt alot of things. Thanks for giving me such a valuable lesson.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
如果你听见我的歌
在送你上车以后
我独自站了好久
雨像一整夜的梦
痛却怎么也不走
猜不透是哪里出了错
或许只是该结束的时候
想起你那句还是朋友
为什么我竟如此痛在心头
泪不会轻易地流
你也用不着歉疚
爱就象覆水难收
情又有谁能强求
如果你在寂寞的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你眼眶是否会发热
如果你在快乐的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你心里是否会有一点舍不得
你心里是否会有一点
-不管我多么舍不得，你也不会再回头了。
这是一个事实，我明白。-
我独自站了好久
雨像一整夜的梦
痛却怎么也不走
猜不透是哪里出了错
或许只是该结束的时候
想起你那句还是朋友
为什么我竟如此痛在心头
泪不会轻易地流
你也用不着歉疚
爱就象覆水难收
情又有谁能强求
如果你在寂寞的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你眼眶是否会发热
如果你在快乐的时刻
却听见我这首歌
你心里是否会有一点舍不得
你心里是否会有一点
-不管我多么舍不得，你也不会再回头了。
这是一个事实，我明白。-
Monday, September 26, 2005
Extracted from Avril Lavigne's My Happy Ending....
Great song ya...
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Great song ya...
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
Friday, September 16, 2005
Did this Personality test juz this morning... Hmmm, quite true lar!
My Analysis:
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realize all your ambitions.
My Analysis:
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.
You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.
Matters are not progressing as well as you would have hoped and you are having to make concessions - but you still believe that your goals are realistic it's just that people can't seem to see your point of view. You know what you want but you'll only accept suggestions under duress.
As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.
You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realize all your ambitions.
Friday, September 09, 2005
He was my secondary school sweetheart. We dated briefly for awhile before going separate ways after our 'O' levels. I felt very bad breaking up with him but I really had no choice then, my mum was against us getting into a relationship as we were too young then. It has been 7 years and I felt very bad and miserable about hurting him in that way, well it seems that he kind of liked me THEN.
I met up with him recently and we spent abt 5 hours catching up with each other. I'm glad that we both turned up for that date. After that day I don't feel that guilty and miserable anymore. Yeah! Because I realised he has moved on with his life and he doesn't blame me for that breakup anymore. He's doing rather well now and I'm happy for him.
I'm relieved, I'm free, I'm don't have to feel guilty anymore!
Goodbye my sweet memories! Goodbye unwanted regrets!
I met up with him recently and we spent abt 5 hours catching up with each other. I'm glad that we both turned up for that date. After that day I don't feel that guilty and miserable anymore. Yeah! Because I realised he has moved on with his life and he doesn't blame me for that breakup anymore. He's doing rather well now and I'm happy for him.
I'm relieved, I'm free, I'm don't have to feel guilty anymore!
Goodbye my sweet memories! Goodbye unwanted regrets!
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
My Favourite - Peugeot 407 Coupe
Today is kinda like a good day for me.
1. No traffic jam along CTE
2. The cab uncle was quiet, he didn't try to chat with me.
3. I managed to nap for 10 mins without any disturbance, the uncle knows his way. Good!
4. There's work to be done thus keeping me busy throughout the morning.
Guess what I saw today?
I saw my favorite car this morning, a Peugeot 407 coupe .
It was driven by a old-but-try-to-act-young ah beng uncle! Ok lar, he still looks kinda alrite, not those typical nice-car-but-ugly guy type. That car is very very powerful lor, its pick up speed is equivalent or even faster than any "taxi cum grand prix sports car". I tell you, I bet my cab uncle was amazed by its speed too. It's really that fast.
1. No traffic jam along CTE
2. The cab uncle was quiet, he didn't try to chat with me.
3. I managed to nap for 10 mins without any disturbance, the uncle knows his way. Good!
4. There's work to be done thus keeping me busy throughout the morning.
Guess what I saw today?
I saw my favorite car this morning, a Peugeot 407 coupe .
It was driven by a old-but-try-to-act-young ah beng uncle! Ok lar, he still looks kinda alrite, not those typical nice-car-but-ugly guy type. That car is very very powerful lor, its pick up speed is equivalent or even faster than any "taxi cum grand prix sports car". I tell you, I bet my cab uncle was amazed by its speed too. It's really that fast.
Monday, September 05, 2005
You see that picture on the right? That's my Muffin...
The funny thing is, Muffin(my dog) is at my ex's place but I have got a cat named Mi-chan over at my place. Kinda weird, ya?
They always say,
Dogs try their best to please us but we try our best to please the cats... Very true. Mi-chan has got this special talent of manipulating me, well in fact my whole family. My dad feeds the cat whenever it rubs against my dad's feet, my mum feeds it when it meows and my sis feeds her all the leftover titbits!
The funny thing is, Muffin(my dog) is at my ex's place but I have got a cat named Mi-chan over at my place. Kinda weird, ya?
They always say,
Dogs try their best to please us but we try our best to please the cats... Very true. Mi-chan has got this special talent of manipulating me, well in fact my whole family. My dad feeds the cat whenever it rubs against my dad's feet, my mum feeds it when it meows and my sis feeds her all the leftover titbits!
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
"I'm sorry we might not be able to help you because we are a small restaurant and we do not have a special secretary to prepare for quotes..."
Mister, what's the hell is wrong with you? All I asked was for you to prepare a simple, short and sweet quotation for a set lunch that's all and that's your reply? Is this the way you talk to your customers?! Pea-brain!
Freaking as*hole! I really can't stand his stupid attitude... Hey by the way, we the customers are always right OK! Stupid fellow, hope your restaurant kena burnt down the very next day! NO, better wait until Thursday after my guests are done with their lunch.
Mister, what's the hell is wrong with you? All I asked was for you to prepare a simple, short and sweet quotation for a set lunch that's all and that's your reply? Is this the way you talk to your customers?! Pea-brain!
Freaking as*hole! I really can't stand his stupid attitude... Hey by the way, we the customers are always right OK! Stupid fellow, hope your restaurant kena burnt down the very next day! NO, better wait until Thursday after my guests are done with their lunch.
Friday, August 26, 2005
My entry for today has got to do with one of my friends.
How do you achieve happiness?
Personally I find it's that drive that makes you strives for your goals, ways to make your dreams come true. It's the process whereby you plan and do things to get to that finish point.
This brings us to my next few questions...
How do you measure happiness?
What does happiness means to you?
Am I happy now?
I'm having some problems trying to answer those questions.
Juz a quick re-cap of what I did over the last weekend.
Sat: Stayed at home and rest, proceed to join my friends for a drink later at nite.
Sun: Went blading at ECP.
As I was standing beside the bar counter and while zooming pass the beach @ ECP on sat and sun respectively, I found myself mumbling, "Hey this place brings back memories. Sweet memories."
The irony is, the sweet memories brings me misery. Hahhaha Funny rite...
I don't feel too good, after blading... Maybe because I asked J along. I shouldn't have.
Sometimes, I just hate the way things turned out for me. I hate myself for creating so many problems which leads to memories that come back to haunt me.
Life is such.
Oh by the way, I just love this song:
Ironic
An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face
A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
A little too ironic...and yeah I really do think...
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out
How do you achieve happiness?
Personally I find it's that drive that makes you strives for your goals, ways to make your dreams come true. It's the process whereby you plan and do things to get to that finish point.
This brings us to my next few questions...
How do you measure happiness?
What does happiness means to you?
Am I happy now?
I'm having some problems trying to answer those questions.
Juz a quick re-cap of what I did over the last weekend.
Sat: Stayed at home and rest, proceed to join my friends for a drink later at nite.
Sun: Went blading at ECP.
As I was standing beside the bar counter and while zooming pass the beach @ ECP on sat and sun respectively, I found myself mumbling, "Hey this place brings back memories. Sweet memories."
The irony is, the sweet memories brings me misery. Hahhaha Funny rite...
I don't feel too good, after blading... Maybe because I asked J along. I shouldn't have.
Sometimes, I just hate the way things turned out for me. I hate myself for creating so many problems which leads to memories that come back to haunt me.
Life is such.
Oh by the way, I just love this song:
Ironic
An old man turned ninety-eight
He won the lottery and died the next day
It's a black fly in your Chardonnay
It's a death row pardon two minutes too late
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures
Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly
He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids goodbye
He waited his whole damn life to take that flight
And as the plane crashed down he thought
"Well isn't this nice..."
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures
Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face
A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...dontcha think
A little too ironic...and yeah I really do think...
It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's the good advice that you just didn't take
Who would've thought...it figures
Life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
Life has a funny, funny way of helping you out
Helping you out
The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Monday, August 08, 2005
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Friday, July 29, 2005
Monday, July 25, 2005
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
The Clothes You Wear
What others see from your style -
You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.
What your nightclothes reveal -
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties -
You are outgoing, energetic and trendy.
What others see from your belts -
If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.
What others see from your shoes -
You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.
What others see from your earrings -
You are probably a free spirit at heart with artistic talent. You are absolutely unique and are always coming up with lots of great ideas. Being happy is your most important goal.
The last analysis -
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.
What others see from your style -
You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily.
What your nightclothes reveal -
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties -
You are outgoing, energetic and trendy.
What others see from your belts -
If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.
What others see from your shoes -
You're very young at heart. You regard freedom highly and don't like to be controlled by a set of rules. You don't like conflict, will compromise wherever possible, and are hardworking people. Occasionally you can become vulnerable when having to face problems, especially emotional ones.
What others see from your earrings -
You are probably a free spirit at heart with artistic talent. You are absolutely unique and are always coming up with lots of great ideas. Being happy is your most important goal.
The last analysis -
You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Hello...
Hello, how are you?
How have you been?
I know you will be ok, you be fine. Like what you always say, "Life still goes on..."
I miss you, my dearest friend.
Take care and all the best...
How have you been?
I know you will be ok, you be fine. Like what you always say, "Life still goes on..."
I miss you, my dearest friend.
Take care and all the best...
Monday, June 20, 2005
My dear friends, if you are reading this post, do not ever comment that my complexion is getting better, OK!
Guess what, I have got 3 huge zits on my face. I know complaining abt zits is very bimbotic but if you are in my shoes, you wouldn't think in that way. Hey I spent lotsa effort trying to control the zits on my face ok! And I'm not born with a very good complexion and for the past few years, I have been trying my best to get rid of the zits.
I hate it when people compliment my complexion...
Woah, you went for a facial? Wah, your skin looks better now.... Blah blah...
Please do not ever say that to me ok! I mean it.
The reason is because, the opposite will happen, zits will start popping on my face like there is no tomorrow after the compliments. Laugh if you want but zits popping on my face is a dead serious matter to me!
This was what happened last week, SHE came over and start talking to me.
SHE: Woah, you went for a facial izzit? Your skin looks better now.
ME: Erm, I didn't. I juz changed my facial cleanser to another brand
SHE: Oh I see... Do you take vitamin C? blah blah.....
ME: Yeah, I do.
And you know what?? I got my 3 huge zits on my face the very next day.
Can I kill her? Can I?
Guess what, I have got 3 huge zits on my face. I know complaining abt zits is very bimbotic but if you are in my shoes, you wouldn't think in that way. Hey I spent lotsa effort trying to control the zits on my face ok! And I'm not born with a very good complexion and for the past few years, I have been trying my best to get rid of the zits.
I hate it when people compliment my complexion...
Woah, you went for a facial? Wah, your skin looks better now.... Blah blah...
Please do not ever say that to me ok! I mean it.
The reason is because, the opposite will happen, zits will start popping on my face like there is no tomorrow after the compliments. Laugh if you want but zits popping on my face is a dead serious matter to me!
This was what happened last week, SHE came over and start talking to me.
SHE: Woah, you went for a facial izzit? Your skin looks better now.
ME: Erm, I didn't. I juz changed my facial cleanser to another brand
SHE: Oh I see... Do you take vitamin C? blah blah.....
ME: Yeah, I do.
And you know what?? I got my 3 huge zits on my face the very next day.
Can I kill her? Can I?
Thursday, June 16, 2005
Have you ever been in a situation whereby there is absolutely nothing you can do to salvage the whole issue?
I did, this morning. I witness an incident that I have problems coping with it even now, at 11.56am, 3 hours after the incident. How I wish I had the oppty or equipment to solve the whole issue... Unfortunately I was rushing to work thus I just had to walk past and let it go.
I did, this morning. I witness an incident that I have problems coping with it even now, at 11.56am, 3 hours after the incident. How I wish I had the oppty or equipment to solve the whole issue... Unfortunately I was rushing to work thus I just had to walk past and let it go.
Friday, June 10, 2005
Daniel Chan
Anybody my age would have heard of Daniel Chan - Chen Xiao Dong in one way or another. I still remember humming to his songs when I was in upper secondary and I would always tune in to 933 late at nite while cramming for my 'O' levels. Hahhahhh kinda miss those days.
Well I still remember my first gift from Mr J, a Daniel Chen CD.
Mr J is 2 years older than me but we were from the same '97 batch.
It was very special the way we got together. Maybe I was dumb back then but I never suspected that he had a crush on me for 2 years!
I wonder how is he now...
Well I still remember my first gift from Mr J, a Daniel Chen CD.
Mr J is 2 years older than me but we were from the same '97 batch.
It was very special the way we got together. Maybe I was dumb back then but I never suspected that he had a crush on me for 2 years!
I wonder how is he now...
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Friday, May 27, 2005
Myself - Green Raccoon??
You are Green Raccoon, who is affectionate, and have womanly attraction wafting around.
You give an impression of a dreaming little girl, but unlike your outside impression, you are very cautious and do not easily let other people in your heart.
Characteristics of this type of people tend to be rather weak and simple.
You want to depend on others heavily.
Therefore, you are good at reading people's character, and have clear preferences of people.
Although you tend to be a quiet person, you have intelligence, and once you are in action, you become very practical.
Your dreams are big, and you try to make it come true through your experiences.
Your dream will be decided according to the circumstances you are born.
Raccoon people have kind hearts and are full of volunteer spirits.
You take extreme good care of those people below your rank or those who are weak.
You are always enduring and show perseverance.
You are especially not afraid to face men.
You don't like to be alone, and therefore feel safe where there are lots of people.
By working and living in a group will improve you, and makes it possible to understanding yourself further, and be able to build up a better life.
Once married, you will do anything to help your husband, and can become a good housewife.
But you may become little too demanding, so be careful.
Go to this website to discover what's your animal instinct => //noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php
You give an impression of a dreaming little girl, but unlike your outside impression, you are very cautious and do not easily let other people in your heart.
Characteristics of this type of people tend to be rather weak and simple.
You want to depend on others heavily.
Therefore, you are good at reading people's character, and have clear preferences of people.
Although you tend to be a quiet person, you have intelligence, and once you are in action, you become very practical.
Your dreams are big, and you try to make it come true through your experiences.
Your dream will be decided according to the circumstances you are born.
Raccoon people have kind hearts and are full of volunteer spirits.
You take extreme good care of those people below your rank or those who are weak.
You are always enduring and show perseverance.
You are especially not afraid to face men.
You don't like to be alone, and therefore feel safe where there are lots of people.
By working and living in a group will improve you, and makes it possible to understanding yourself further, and be able to build up a better life.
Once married, you will do anything to help your husband, and can become a good housewife.
But you may become little too demanding, so be careful.
Go to this website to discover what's your animal instinct => //noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php
Friday, May 20, 2005
I will really like to straighten my teeth but money is a issue here. If I'm going to dentist, they are gonna charge me $4k, if I go to our NDC it's gonna be much cheaper but I will be on the waiting list and the list is like forever.
I have decided to forgo my driving lessons in order to fix my teeth. I can get my license after I'm 30 but I can't wait that long to fix my teeth.
I have decided to forgo my driving lessons in order to fix my teeth. I can get my license after I'm 30 but I can't wait that long to fix my teeth.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
A Lot Like Love
A Lot Like Love.
I'm going to catch this movie once it's released this month. I only managed to catch a short preview of this show and I'm totally in love with it. Well I hope the movie is up to my expectations...
I'm going to catch this movie once it's released this month. I only managed to catch a short preview of this show and I'm totally in love with it. Well I hope the movie is up to my expectations...
Monday, May 09, 2005
I'm thankful for the people around me.
Coz I get to reflect on my own behaviour after observing them.
Sometimes, I wonder do I behave in the same way as them?
I always thought I have seen my fair share of men, well guess I was wrong. Maybe I have been living in my little small circle all along. Well I'm glad things have changed. I'm happy to learn more things, finally able to decipher what men are like. I have always treated him as one of my frds, A is a good guy until recently. There was this incident that my perception of him changed from Mr Nice to Mr Zero.... Zeeeero, I tell you, that's the score that he earned for his behaviour!
Welcome to the real world!
Coz I get to reflect on my own behaviour after observing them.
Sometimes, I wonder do I behave in the same way as them?
I always thought I have seen my fair share of men, well guess I was wrong. Maybe I have been living in my little small circle all along. Well I'm glad things have changed. I'm happy to learn more things, finally able to decipher what men are like. I have always treated him as one of my frds, A is a good guy until recently. There was this incident that my perception of him changed from Mr Nice to Mr Zero.... Zeeeero, I tell you, that's the score that he earned for his behaviour!
Welcome to the real world!
Friday, April 22, 2005
Thursday, April 21, 2005
Double Standards...
I just can't stand it when people have double standards.
It juz so happen that I bumped into one such person recently.
I kinda affected by what that person said and how he treats me.
Oh well maybe I'm just too ugly bah. By the way, the person I'm talking abt happens to be a guy. Hahahhha... He's so superficial, what a guy.....
I hope I will never become a person like him.
Maybe I shouldn't be so affected by all these, who's he to me anyway?
He WAS like a buddy to me, always cracking jokes, having meals, go shopping and stuff like that until recently. Yeah, my perception of him changed drastically. But who cares.... Anybody watched "The Fockers", the circle of trust thingy?? Well he was in my circle of trust until recently.
I just can't stand it when people have double standards.
It juz so happen that I bumped into one such person recently.
I kinda affected by what that person said and how he treats me.
Oh well maybe I'm just too ugly bah. By the way, the person I'm talking abt happens to be a guy. Hahahhha... He's so superficial, what a guy.....
I hope I will never become a person like him.
Maybe I shouldn't be so affected by all these, who's he to me anyway?
He WAS like a buddy to me, always cracking jokes, having meals, go shopping and stuff like that until recently. Yeah, my perception of him changed drastically. But who cares.... Anybody watched "The Fockers", the circle of trust thingy?? Well he was in my circle of trust until recently.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Expectations -leads to-> +ve outcome = Happiness
Expectations -leads to-> -ve outcome -> predicament = Headaches, Heartaches...
Like what I always say,
Expectation is the root of all headaches...
Oh well...
I came across a report and was rather dismayed to find that sometimes we, Singaporeans can be a bit conceited.
"... were unable to communicate in English, or just have weak communication skills, therefore, leading to a disappointing outcome for the participants..."
This is what's stated in the report. I'm disgusted, literally.
I once read an article in a local newspaper about language problems in Singapore.
"...Singaporeans can't speak their mother-tongue(mandarin) well and not at all proficient in English..."
We are neither here nor there but we still "laugh" at others from poorer countries about their Engrish
What a joke!
Expectations -leads to-> -ve outcome -> predicament = Headaches, Heartaches...
Like what I always say,
Expectation is the root of all headaches...
Oh well...
I came across a report and was rather dismayed to find that sometimes we, Singaporeans can be a bit conceited.
"... were unable to communicate in English, or just have weak communication skills, therefore, leading to a disappointing outcome for the participants..."
This is what's stated in the report. I'm disgusted, literally.
I once read an article in a local newspaper about language problems in Singapore.
"...Singaporeans can't speak their mother-tongue(mandarin) well and not at all proficient in English..."
We are neither here nor there but we still "laugh" at others from poorer countries about their Engrish
What a joke!
Monday, April 18, 2005
You Are 24 Years Old |
24 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Feeling kinda weird today.
Things started off ok this morning, everything was great.
It's 12.10pm now. Things couldn't get more worse.
I'm now stuck with some data entry work, I tell you, it's one of the worst thing I'm assigned to complete. And I really do not need a nanny to tell me what to do! It's really a challenge to communicate with lotsa ppl here esp her! I do not need ppl to butt into my cubicle and interfere with whatever crap I'm doing. It's really fustrating that ppl butt into my stuff and "teach" me what to do! I really hated it! I really hate it when she asked me that day to go around reminding my other colleagues to submit their forms. WTH! Pls they are not young children where they need to be taught and spoon-fed! They are ADULTS and I'm pretty sure that their brains are working fine, they can think for themselves and they can do things on their own! I'm not their slave or whatsoever, if you wanna be one, I'm not stopping you BUT DO NOT DRAG ME ALONG WITH YOU! And if you are really concern with what the f*** i'm asked to do, why don't you volunteer yourself.
There's only one good thing that's gonna happen soon and that is LUNCH TIME. My mum packed lunch for me today again... Yeah...
Things started off ok this morning, everything was great.
It's 12.10pm now. Things couldn't get more worse.
I'm now stuck with some data entry work, I tell you, it's one of the worst thing I'm assigned to complete. And I really do not need a nanny to tell me what to do! It's really a challenge to communicate with lotsa ppl here esp her! I do not need ppl to butt into my cubicle and interfere with whatever crap I'm doing. It's really fustrating that ppl butt into my stuff and "teach" me what to do! I really hated it! I really hate it when she asked me that day to go around reminding my other colleagues to submit their forms. WTH! Pls they are not young children where they need to be taught and spoon-fed! They are ADULTS and I'm pretty sure that their brains are working fine, they can think for themselves and they can do things on their own! I'm not their slave or whatsoever, if you wanna be one, I'm not stopping you BUT DO NOT DRAG ME ALONG WITH YOU! And if you are really concern with what the f*** i'm asked to do, why don't you volunteer yourself.
There's only one good thing that's gonna happen soon and that is LUNCH TIME. My mum packed lunch for me today again... Yeah...
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Monday, April 04, 2005
The Wedding Date
Juz went to catch The Wedding Date last saturday. Well, it's a simple story with a simple plot, not exactly a 5 stars movie but I was blown away by it(esp with Michael Buble's Home). The chemistry between the two main characters seems to be missing thus making the movie abit too stiff but somehow I juz can't help falling in love with the show.
The ending's abit too predictable and you'll start to wonder, "Does love comes so easily?"
"It seems like a fairy tale, things that don't happen to anyone of us with juz a snap of your fingers."
Go catch it, I give it a 3.5 stars rating...
The ending's abit too predictable and you'll start to wonder, "Does love comes so easily?"
"It seems like a fairy tale, things that don't happen to anyone of us with juz a snap of your fingers."
Go catch it, I give it a 3.5 stars rating...
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
Can anyone tell me what's going on around here?
Can anyone bring me out of all these?
Can anyone wake me up from this nightmare?
Why do I have to go thru all these on my own? Why aren't you here to help me?
Where are you? Aren't you supposed to be with me?
How many chances are we entitled to for one relationship? Why can't we make mistakes and why can't we make amendments? To err is human. Now that I realised my mistakes, why wasn't I given another chance to rectify it?
Are we supposed to be so cold and heartless?
Are we supposed to pack up and go once we realised things aren't working out?
Are we supposed to take back our emotions once everything is over?
You asked me to move on as if there nothing ever happened.
Well, I can't do all that. Maybe you can.
I thought we could work things out. I thought love is good enough for everything.
I thought we are on our way for more adventures. I thought you will be going with me to explore and hunt for our future.
Guess I'm wrong.
Can anyone bring me out of all these?
Can anyone wake me up from this nightmare?
Why do I have to go thru all these on my own? Why aren't you here to help me?
Where are you? Aren't you supposed to be with me?
How many chances are we entitled to for one relationship? Why can't we make mistakes and why can't we make amendments? To err is human. Now that I realised my mistakes, why wasn't I given another chance to rectify it?
Are we supposed to be so cold and heartless?
Are we supposed to pack up and go once we realised things aren't working out?
Are we supposed to take back our emotions once everything is over?
You asked me to move on as if there nothing ever happened.
Well, I can't do all that. Maybe you can.
I thought we could work things out. I thought love is good enough for everything.
I thought we are on our way for more adventures. I thought you will be going with me to explore and hunt for our future.
Guess I'm wrong.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Friday, March 04, 2005
Thursday, March 03, 2005
It's friday tomm, time files.
Oh god, I don't feel too good now. Think I'm gonna puke. Must be the curry bun I ate for lunch, I think my stomach is rebelling after many days of starving.
Someone just left. He said he doesn't feel much for me anymore, after 2 years.
Life is so unpredictable.
From onwards,
you have no right to ask me how I feel,
you have no right to speak to me so kindly.
Coz we now living separate lives.
Oh god, I don't feel too good now. Think I'm gonna puke. Must be the curry bun I ate for lunch, I think my stomach is rebelling after many days of starving.
Someone just left. He said he doesn't feel much for me anymore, after 2 years.
Life is so unpredictable.
From onwards,
you have no right to ask me how I feel,
you have no right to speak to me so kindly.
Coz we now living separate lives.
Monday, February 28, 2005
Friday, February 25, 2005
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Was talking to daniel san about our after-work activities. Seems that he's going back to school later for his own revision with his friends. Talking about schools juz brings back memories(we were from the same poly), I miss my poly days. I really do. I have got this sudden urge to go back to school one of these days and juz roam around the premises. For what? No particular reasons, just feel like doing so.
I miss my poly friends.
I miss going to the macdonalds opposite my school.
I miss those after school shopping trips.
I miss those lectures and tutorials.
I miss rushing for projects.
I miss being a student.
I miss my school.
If I can, I would like to turn back time and be a student again, just for a few days would be good enough.
I miss my poly friends.
I miss going to the macdonalds opposite my school.
I miss those after school shopping trips.
I miss those lectures and tutorials.
I miss rushing for projects.
I miss being a student.
I miss my school.
If I can, I would like to turn back time and be a student again, just for a few days would be good enough.
Juz browse thru Mr Brown's blog www.mrbrown.com. Was really touched by his entry on Valentine's Day. It ended with this:
To my wife: "Thanks for being my stead all these years, and saying yes twice." -your stead and husband, me
How many of us are able to do that? Saying yes to that same person TWICE?
It will be the best thing(apart from having millions and billions of $$$) that can happen to me if I can say YES to him twice. Wouldn't that be good, you can to spent the rest of your life with your partner? Yeah.
To my wife: "Thanks for being my stead all these years, and saying yes twice." -your stead and husband, me
How many of us are able to do that? Saying yes to that same person TWICE?
It will be the best thing(apart from having millions and billions of $$$) that can happen to me if I can say YES to him twice. Wouldn't that be good, you can to spent the rest of your life with your partner? Yeah.
Friday, February 18, 2005
I'm neither here nor there, guess I brought it upon myself.
Can feelings be cultivated?
If so, how do you do it?
How do you assure yourself that the person you are dating is the one for you?
How do you numb yourself when images of that person who you do not wanna remember suddenly pops up?
How do you convince yourself that you have successfully shut him out from your system?
Can feelings be cultivated?
If so, how do you do it?
How do you assure yourself that the person you are dating is the one for you?
How do you numb yourself when images of that person who you do not wanna remember suddenly pops up?
How do you convince yourself that you have successfully shut him out from your system?
Thursday, February 17, 2005
care bears
Happy V Day and 24th Birthday!
To my friends: Thank You!
I had a great time last nite... Weets.
Dinner was good. My gang ordered yu sheng as well, hohoho lets be blessed with good luck all year round! *Huat arh*
May those in love be forver in love,
May those who are still studying get excellent results.
May those who are working get promoted, get another job with a higher salary,
May those who are still single find their special someone in 2005.
May all strike toto, 4D, gao max *tai* zi mo in every mahjong game and
May all dreams come true and lastly, May all in good health!
To my friends: Thank You!
I had a great time last nite... Weets.
Dinner was good. My gang ordered yu sheng as well, hohoho lets be blessed with good luck all year round! *Huat arh*
May those in love be forver in love,
May those who are still studying get excellent results.
May those who are working get promoted, get another job with a higher salary,
May those who are still single find their special someone in 2005.
May all strike toto, 4D, gao max *tai* zi mo in every mahjong game and
May all dreams come true and lastly, May all in good health!
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Life ain't going the way I want it to be.
I'm once again at the crossroad whereby I have the choice to dump all my memories of him or to keep it and torment myself with all of it over and over.
I once told a friend some stuff.
I said, " I would rather be with the only guy I dated in my life than to venture out for other greener pastures."
"If you wait patiently, good things will surely come your way. So fret not my dear friends who are single and unattached."
Personally I feel that memories exist only to remind one of painful experiences. Best forgotten and not kept.
I'm once again at the crossroad whereby I have the choice to dump all my memories of him or to keep it and torment myself with all of it over and over.
I once told a friend some stuff.
I said, " I would rather be with the only guy I dated in my life than to venture out for other greener pastures."
"If you wait patiently, good things will surely come your way. So fret not my dear friends who are single and unattached."
Personally I feel that memories exist only to remind one of painful experiences. Best forgotten and not kept.
Friday, February 11, 2005
Monday, February 07, 2005
This is one of my favourite song... Brings back lotsa memories.
It's like me asking him how long will he still want me to want him.
Does he still want me back by his side?
I know what's the answer. I know what he will reply. I ought to know.
"Lea"
Here's to the few. Who fared - my love
Only for you-I cared-my love
I've given it hope, and I know it's only you
Encased in silence
Here's to the you-who saved-my love
Only to you-I gave-my love
I've given it thought, and it's not all that appears
Lea, how long will you still want me to want you
In and around you
Lea-my concertina
Will you still want me to want you
Here's to the you-who dared-my love
Only with you-I shared-my love
I've given it though, and it's not all that appears
So I'm asking
Lea, how long will you still want me to want you
In and around you
Lea-my concertina
Will you still want me to want you
Who cares-what the cynics say
I care-if only you're on your way
Lea-don't let the same be true
Lea-do you still want me to want you
It's like me asking him how long will he still want me to want him.
Does he still want me back by his side?
I know what's the answer. I know what he will reply. I ought to know.
"Lea"
Here's to the few. Who fared - my love
Only for you-I cared-my love
I've given it hope, and I know it's only you
Encased in silence
Here's to the you-who saved-my love
Only to you-I gave-my love
I've given it thought, and it's not all that appears
Lea, how long will you still want me to want you
In and around you
Lea-my concertina
Will you still want me to want you
Here's to the you-who dared-my love
Only with you-I shared-my love
I've given it though, and it's not all that appears
So I'm asking
Lea, how long will you still want me to want you
In and around you
Lea-my concertina
Will you still want me to want you
Who cares-what the cynics say
I care-if only you're on your way
Lea-don't let the same be true
Lea-do you still want me to want you
Friday, February 04, 2005
Have you ever made a decision on some stuff and realised you made a mistake?
Quoted by Ting:
The worst case is when you finally decided but then realised that the decision is void and you are back to square one.
So what do you considered as a bad decision?
Do we regret?
How do we rectify it? Or are we not able to rectify it?
By the way, my boss decided to tender her resignation. Haiz... Decisions again.
There are many occasions whereby I regretted the decision I made thus resulting in many missed/lost opportunities.
Life is about making decisions, isn't it?
Life is about making the Right choices?
Life is about getting headaches while making decisions?
Quoted by Ting:
The worst case is when you finally decided but then realised that the decision is void and you are back to square one.
So what do you considered as a bad decision?
Do we regret?
How do we rectify it? Or are we not able to rectify it?
By the way, my boss decided to tender her resignation. Haiz... Decisions again.
There are many occasions whereby I regretted the decision I made thus resulting in many missed/lost opportunities.
Life is about making decisions, isn't it?
Life is about making the Right choices?
Life is about getting headaches while making decisions?
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Feeling rather low these 2 days since I got back from the beach. Suddenly things aren't the same anymore and lotsa questions are popping up in my mind. I don't how to answer those questions and solve all the problems. It seems that there's nothing I can do abt it. Nothing, zero.
Maybe it's back to my same theory again, "It doesn't matters, no point asking."
I actually talk to him on sunday nite. Same thing, same conclusion over and over again.
I kinda miss him.
It's just so me and I hate it.
My life ain't going anywhere...
I have got a job that pay me peanuts and my job scope has somehow made me lose my drive and motivation to reach out to my goals. I hate it. Why? Because I can't even set my goals and objectives, I find myself lagging behind. I hate this kinda of feeling.
Maybe it's back to my same theory again, "It doesn't matters, no point asking."
I actually talk to him on sunday nite. Same thing, same conclusion over and over again.
I kinda miss him.
It's just so me and I hate it.
My life ain't going anywhere...
I have got a job that pay me peanuts and my job scope has somehow made me lose my drive and motivation to reach out to my goals. I hate it. Why? Because I can't even set my goals and objectives, I find myself lagging behind. I hate this kinda of feeling.
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Suddenly thought of an incident that happened a few years back...
When I was in poly, I used to go lunch with this guy friend I had. He was my first 3mth JC classmate, by coincidence we got into the same poly, same course but different class. How we started to do lunch was when I bumped into him at our canteen during our break. Well he seemed rather lonely so I invited him for lunch with my other friends. This went on for a few weeks, we would do lunch together either with my friends or juz the two of us. One fine day as usual we agreed to do lunch together, he brought along a friend(ger). I'm more than happy to have another lunch khaki.
Guess what? We never do lunch ever since that day. I didn't bother to find out why, I juz presumed he preferred to lunch with that new friend. No sour grapes I swear.
I juz felt used. A few weeks later, he called to have lunch, I said no, I'm not free. Thinking back, I recalled a couple of occasions whereby he did the same thing to me and my other friends when we were in JC, always deserting us when he got other appointments. Ha! I should have noticed that trait in him long time ago. Well, whatever... This kinda friend, no worth keeping.
When I was in poly, I used to go lunch with this guy friend I had. He was my first 3mth JC classmate, by coincidence we got into the same poly, same course but different class. How we started to do lunch was when I bumped into him at our canteen during our break. Well he seemed rather lonely so I invited him for lunch with my other friends. This went on for a few weeks, we would do lunch together either with my friends or juz the two of us. One fine day as usual we agreed to do lunch together, he brought along a friend(ger). I'm more than happy to have another lunch khaki.
Guess what? We never do lunch ever since that day. I didn't bother to find out why, I juz presumed he preferred to lunch with that new friend. No sour grapes I swear.
I juz felt used. A few weeks later, he called to have lunch, I said no, I'm not free. Thinking back, I recalled a couple of occasions whereby he did the same thing to me and my other friends when we were in JC, always deserting us when he got other appointments. Ha! I should have noticed that trait in him long time ago. Well, whatever... This kinda friend, no worth keeping.
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
Thursday, January 20, 2005
So sad :(
So sad, his bike juz got pushed down by an idiotic, freaking, a**hole. Now have to spent money to repair xiaobai... We are supposed to meet up at orchard in the evening, don't think we are going to meet liao. So sad... Wonder how is he gonna survive this month, spending unneccessary money.
That a**hole who did such evil thing is too much, freaking piece of shit! What goes round, comes around, you will get what you deserve, you stupid piece of ugly shit, freak, a**hole!
That a**hole who did such evil thing is too much, freaking piece of shit! What goes round, comes around, you will get what you deserve, you stupid piece of ugly shit, freak, a**hole!
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Hmmm...
I was surfing the net when I chanced upon this particular inline skating website. Guess what I found? I saw pictures of my ex-bf. You see, he is in this inline skating team and this website is set up all for them.
As I was looking at the pictures, it dawned upon me that there are so much things that I don't know about him. I didn't know he participated in this event, that competition, that game and etc...
Hahhaha don't think I qualify to be his girlfriend.
We spent a year together trying to decipher each other then I decided to call it quits when I realised we were heading no where. Thinking back, I realised I didn't try hard enough to understand him, didn't try to put myself in his shoes, didn't try to merge into his life. Guess the feeling was mutual. I never once attended any of his games or competitions, I didn't try to talk to his friends neither did I hang out with them, I never joined them for any gatherings. It's always me and him or him and his friends, never me, him and his friends. Dun get me wrong, his friends are all ok. Guess I don't click with them, most importantly I just can't blend into their circle. Was it because of language? I'm more comfortable in mandarin bah and they are all like blabbering in English. Age? 3 yrs different, no much of a problem. Social life? Maybe leh, coz I dunno what to say to them. Despite all these barriers, he never did try to force me to hang out with his friends.
Our experiment in trying to fuse our lives together for that one year proved to be futile. No amount of chemicals used can provide any sparks. Equation: ME + HIM = zero reaction. To other people, this may seems like a excellent combination, their explanation is "Good mah, we don't change our own character and stuff to suit each other. We don't have to expect our partners to change a single thing."
To me, this ain't a good thing. My point is if we are still living as separate entities, we might as well dun get into a relationship and let our status as acquaintance.
He's still a nice guy(Hey I really mean it ok) afterall maybe just that we are not suitable for each other. I realised that only a year later.
I really appreciate every single thing he did for me, I appreciate all the time spent with me, I really do.
As I was looking at the pictures, it dawned upon me that there are so much things that I don't know about him. I didn't know he participated in this event, that competition, that game and etc...
Hahhaha don't think I qualify to be his girlfriend.
We spent a year together trying to decipher each other then I decided to call it quits when I realised we were heading no where. Thinking back, I realised I didn't try hard enough to understand him, didn't try to put myself in his shoes, didn't try to merge into his life. Guess the feeling was mutual. I never once attended any of his games or competitions, I didn't try to talk to his friends neither did I hang out with them, I never joined them for any gatherings. It's always me and him or him and his friends, never me, him and his friends. Dun get me wrong, his friends are all ok. Guess I don't click with them, most importantly I just can't blend into their circle. Was it because of language? I'm more comfortable in mandarin bah and they are all like blabbering in English. Age? 3 yrs different, no much of a problem. Social life? Maybe leh, coz I dunno what to say to them. Despite all these barriers, he never did try to force me to hang out with his friends.
Our experiment in trying to fuse our lives together for that one year proved to be futile. No amount of chemicals used can provide any sparks. Equation: ME + HIM = zero reaction. To other people, this may seems like a excellent combination, their explanation is "Good mah, we don't change our own character and stuff to suit each other. We don't have to expect our partners to change a single thing."
To me, this ain't a good thing. My point is if we are still living as separate entities, we might as well dun get into a relationship and let our status as acquaintance.
He's still a nice guy(Hey I really mean it ok) afterall maybe just that we are not suitable for each other. I realised that only a year later.
I really appreciate every single thing he did for me, I appreciate all the time spent with me, I really do.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Jellyfish
Saw 1 male jellyfish this morning. No back bone. Sometimes I wonder if I would choose a male jellyfish as my boyfriend, I mean if there's this guy that I fancy but he turns out to be a jellyfish, would I still like him?
Monday, January 17, 2005
Start of the week...
It's Monday again, lucky Monday. I woke this morning craving for bee hoon and guess what? My dad bought a packet for me, without me telling him that I wanted bee hoon for breakfast. Ha, what a nice way to start my day. :)
Next was on my way to work, the train arrived the very minute I stepped into the station, thus I was on time for work. Great.
You know what? Maybe I should start a section in my blog on my experiences on the NEL train. For me, I get to learn something new everyday while on the NEL. It's really interesting to observe(discreetly) and study their behaviour. Sometimes the things they do really amazes me. Most of the time, I get to reflect on my own behaviour and think of ways to improve myself. So that's what I always say: Everyday is a learning day!
Case Study 2
Can someone pls tell me why do people like to lean against the grab poles in the train cabins? I wonder are they all spinless jellyfish? Do they know that they are depriving other commuters the chance of grabbing onto the poles?
Next was on my way to work, the train arrived the very minute I stepped into the station, thus I was on time for work. Great.
You know what? Maybe I should start a section in my blog on my experiences on the NEL train. For me, I get to learn something new everyday while on the NEL. It's really interesting to observe(discreetly) and study their behaviour. Sometimes the things they do really amazes me. Most of the time, I get to reflect on my own behaviour and think of ways to improve myself. So that's what I always say: Everyday is a learning day!
Case Study 2
Can someone pls tell me why do people like to lean against the grab poles in the train cabins? I wonder are they all spinless jellyfish? Do they know that they are depriving other commuters the chance of grabbing onto the poles?
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Thought of the day...
Everyday I will take the NEL to and fro from work and everyday I will get to see something new. Things that will make me think about me and my behaviour. I would think to myself and wonder do I behave in the same way as them? Am I that atrocious? Am I that selfish? Am I an ugly Singaporean? I'm not sure. For those who read my blog, pls comment on my behaviour, it would help in identifying my flaws.
Most of the time, I would compare myself with the rest and there will be this ego thingy that makes me feel that I'm not an ugly, selfish, thoughtless Singaporean, in fact I'm better off than them. Am I really that good? I doubt so...
I still remember one incident which happened on my way home(taking the NEL). There were these 2 young kids and their mum on the train. They were very noisy and irritating coz they were running around creating havoc. Their mum juz screamed at them to stop and everyone juz stared at them. They continued. Then one of them ran over to my side and stomped on my shoes. No harm was done to my shoes but I felt kinda angry. They finally got off the train at the same station as me. As we exited the station, I heard their mum's screams again.
I told my mum this incident during dinner that nite and she had a good laugh after that. I thought to myself, would I behave in that way as that auntie when I'm married with kids? Would i allow my kids to do what that 2 boys were doing? You know what's my answer? Of course not lar, I'm better off than her mah, I would not create a scene and attract all those unwanted attention.
Really? I doubt so again. I'm not that perfect as what I thought I am. I can't see my flaws. Maybe this is embedded in everyone, being egoistic. Feeling superior than others. I'm not sure if you readers agree with me but for one thing I'm sure of is, yes I'm a ugly Singaporean when I behave/act or feel more superior than the others.
Most of the time, I would compare myself with the rest and there will be this ego thingy that makes me feel that I'm not an ugly, selfish, thoughtless Singaporean, in fact I'm better off than them. Am I really that good? I doubt so...
I still remember one incident which happened on my way home(taking the NEL). There were these 2 young kids and their mum on the train. They were very noisy and irritating coz they were running around creating havoc. Their mum juz screamed at them to stop and everyone juz stared at them. They continued. Then one of them ran over to my side and stomped on my shoes. No harm was done to my shoes but I felt kinda angry. They finally got off the train at the same station as me. As we exited the station, I heard their mum's screams again.
I told my mum this incident during dinner that nite and she had a good laugh after that. I thought to myself, would I behave in that way as that auntie when I'm married with kids? Would i allow my kids to do what that 2 boys were doing? You know what's my answer? Of course not lar, I'm better off than her mah, I would not create a scene and attract all those unwanted attention.
Really? I doubt so again. I'm not that perfect as what I thought I am. I can't see my flaws. Maybe this is embedded in everyone, being egoistic. Feeling superior than others. I'm not sure if you readers agree with me but for one thing I'm sure of is, yes I'm a ugly Singaporean when I behave/act or feel more superior than the others.
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
I need something salty
I need something salty.... I can't work, I can't concentrate on my work. I need some salty food NOW!
Monday, January 10, 2005
It's MONDAY...
Monday Blues....
But actually coming to work this morning ain't that bad. I'm still as chirpy as any other day.
Had fun last weekend. On sat, I went out with my khakis for dinner and later proceed for some dancing session at one of the clubs... And on sun, I went for some in-line skating and dinner at ECP with my colleagues. Hmmm I must say my skating skills have improved alot, maybe because of my new skates or have I really improved? Was feeling very tired when I got home but hey I had lotsa fun. What a pity that SL and PJ wasn't able to join us because PJ was too tired to step out of his house.
I will be popping over to Liang Court to get some stuff for secret project... Not exactly a secret lar since a couple of my friends know abt my plans to prepare a scrap book for my boyfriend. It will be a collection of pictures, ticket subs, receipts and other stuff that we purchase or did together. Corny? Ha! I dun think so...
But actually coming to work this morning ain't that bad. I'm still as chirpy as any other day.
Had fun last weekend. On sat, I went out with my khakis for dinner and later proceed for some dancing session at one of the clubs... And on sun, I went for some in-line skating and dinner at ECP with my colleagues. Hmmm I must say my skating skills have improved alot, maybe because of my new skates or have I really improved? Was feeling very tired when I got home but hey I had lotsa fun. What a pity that SL and PJ wasn't able to join us because PJ was too tired to step out of his house.
I will be popping over to Liang Court to get some stuff for secret project... Not exactly a secret lar since a couple of my friends know abt my plans to prepare a scrap book for my boyfriend. It will be a collection of pictures, ticket subs, receipts and other stuff that we purchase or did together. Corny? Ha! I dun think so...
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
A brand new year...
2005, A brand new year... ya I know, it's kinda late but hey I was away for a course for the past two days ok!Hmm receive a couple of comments from my colleagues that all I ever wrote was lunch and more lunch. Well that's true, I mean what else do u want me to write since that was the highlite for that day... I'm boring person ok.
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