Juz got back from lunch. Had lunch with a frd near our workplace. Nothing special abt the lunch, the food is ok, well it's juz a normal lunch basically.
This friend whom I had lunch with is someone special to me. We got to know each other 7 yrs ago but we lost contact soon after that. 4 yrs later, we are friends once again till now.
We aren't close to each other, we never talk on the phone for more than half an hour and we hardly see each other but still I consider him my special friend.
Guess I will always remember him in one way or another. The memories are worth keeping. Things that don't matter to him matter alot to me. Maybe he has forgotten what are those stuff, maybe he treats everyone the same so he doesn't pay attention at all, maybe... There are lotsa possibilities and lotsa questions but I think it's best left unanswered. I mean, afterall does it really matters?
There are times when I think abt him and I would always ask myself why this, why that? There are also times when I console myself saying "It doesn't matters to me at all. No big deal."
Does it really matters? Yes it does in some way or another but now that we are living separate lives and we are contented with what we have. I have no right to ask him questions that I always wanted to ask. Afterall, it's all in the past.
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
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